
From an early age, like all children, I loved to draw and paint. The image shown here is of a hand study I made when I was six years old, copied from some other sketches. At the time I couldn't even spell my last name correctly and if you've never tried it, hands are
hard to draw. Nevertheless, I carried on, dreaming of becoming an artist, doing well in high school and early college classes with inspired and caring teachers and professors.
Then along came a college class where I worked in acrylics. The professor was never there, turning things over to his teaching assistants, who did nothing. Uninspired, I admit I didn't produce my best work. My semester grade was a "C." For the first and last time in my life, I protested my grade, going to the professor's office. I still remember the bluish diffused light from his north facing window (seeing and remembering light seems to be a curse/blessing of artists) as he said, "You have no talent."
Crushed, I abandoned my fledgling art career, turning to more pragmatic courses that would ensure a career. Artists didn't make any money anyway, I reasoned. For a short time after graduation I taught elementary school, then decided to see the world. I found myself in Japan and other photogenic locales. I had been fearful of photography because of my math phobia, but finally bought a little automated Olympus point and shoot. I began applying all those years of art lessons and was bewitched. I embraced my new hobby with a passion, bought a proper Nikon SLR camera and a couple of lenses. With my new gear I ended up in Alaska, set up a darkroom business and there, blessed with the amazing soft light found in northern latitudes, I seriously learned the craft.
I've done well for myself, making a living at what I do. For 20 years I taught photography at a local community college.
Often I draw inspiration from wonderful teachers I encountered early in life.
Never have I told someone he/she has no talent. That is a judgment call no teacher can make. I've also learned that we can learn from adversity, as I did from the lackadaisical professor. Today, I thank him.
Although I haven't picked up a paintbrush in all these years, I've found joy in the many digital painting techniques that are available. My Wacom tablet/pen have become my artistic tools of choice. I've also learned to mix mediums, learning from the talented
Dianne Poinski who creates magic with her black and white photos and pastels.